It’s amazing what fifteen minutes in the park can do for the mind. I didn’t fill my ears with music from my ipod and I shut my phone on silent. For a December day, it was quite warm out and there was very little breeze in the air. The three o’clock sun was shining through the trees and leaving a crisp shadow on the hardened earth. I chose a spot at the edge of the park were there was a small open meadow with a walking bridge just beyond the trees. I like this spot because I feel like I am on the edge of two extremes. The crowded Upper West Side behind me and a taste of living earth in front of me ( I will refrain from calling this space nature). Here is a taste of what I experienced:
I can hear the sirens blaring, fighting time to get their destination where seconds matter and I in turn sit silent and still feeling moments go by, breathing them in and breathing them out, not holding them but letting them pass through me.
A baby carriage rolls by and I see the smile-less joy that radiates from the mothers eyes as she too breaths in each moment which she will only be able to hold on to with memories. She doesn’t need show me her joy though a smile. I know its there.
How cold the crisp the air tastes like the remnants of autumn. The leaves have fallen but the few that have escaped the park’s cleaning crews sit cuddled up against the foot of my bench where they are preparing for the winter ahead.
City couples walk by in sleek leather jackets while Montana mothers in their fluffy pink and yellow coats take pictures just under the foot bridge to bring back to their husbands. One of the woman is talking about wanting to see Legally blond the musical.
A green and red striped Frisbee lies by a tree
I hear a horse’s feet clop somewhere but I can’t tell which direction its from.
A quite roar rises behind me and it soothes me to know I have stepped out of it for a moment.
I breath in and then I breath out.
Time passes.
Time ends.
Like the straight faced joy of the mother and child, I stand up and walk towards the roar.
I return.